It’s been 2 months and 2 days (yes, I counted) since I published a blog on scrapyard. Does that mean I stopped writing? How about I tell you I have about 40 drafts, some with only titles, some with only images and some with a few paragraphs. Does that explain anything?
It certainly doesn’t make any sense to me, at all.
Why would I have 40 incomplete and unfinished blogs? Why would I start something and not finish it? Why would I even begin writing a new blog when previous is lying half dead.
And you know what, I am uncertain if this current blog is going to find its way to the “Publish” button or will it end up with “save draft.”
You might say, that’s okay if you are taking yourself away from writing for a few months. Why is this b**** making such a drama about not writing. Not like we all are desperately waiting for her golden charming words to fall upon so we may read. Duh such a drama queen.
BUT WAIT THERE….HOLD YOUR THOUGHT…
Have you considered the fact that I AM A WRITER FOR LIVING ( i don’t know if that statement is said correctly…but nevermind, you get the point).
So yeah, I get paid for writing. My job is to write. And people think it’s such a lovely easy job to sit in the house anytime you want, throw in a few bullshit words and voila, you get paid for it.
BUT IT’S SOOOOOOOOOOO HARD….. *CRIES LIKE A BABY*
Anyho, so after 2 months of dead silence in writing, I have realized I am lacking an inspiration. I am lacking an inspiration within my life and when you are a writer and you lose that inspiration in life, you can’t write anymore.
I need an inspiration just like I need oxygen.
I just don’t know where that inspiration is……. 😦
And having said that folks, I congratulate myself for having written a blog that is ready for publishing.
Oh sweet little blue publish button, Mummy is coming to click you .