Few days back I wrote about The Strange Vision In Darkness While Meditating, It had totally freaked me out.
Since then I have been meditating. Sometimes all I see is darkness, sometimes stable light, sometimes the darkness and light dance in slow motion in Swirls like a Yin Yang and sometimes this dance will be in the speed of thunder. Sometimes I see sparkles of light coming from infinity which is very wonderful to watch.
For those of you who are wondering what has happened to my Lucid Dreaming, It is kinda on hold now. Its like at first I was only trying to see an object in the picture but now I am trying to see the entire picture. Once I know how to see the entire picture, then looking at the smaller objects would be easy as eating a cake.
Anyway, chopping down my blah blah blah.
2 days back, Before going to sleep, I put myself in Alpha mode and started visualizing. As always, while I meditate, I have realized that I can have a clear understanding of whats around me.
I can hear people walking down on the street although I live on the fourth floor, I can hear the cracking noise of a door being open/closed in the adjacent neighbor’s house, I can hear the clear noise of water drop falling from the tap ( not from my bathroom because I made sure its closed before I started meditating coz it annoys me) coming from the Kitchen may be.
Now, these noises exist all around us every moment of our life, so there is nothing extra ordinary in this. Just letting you guys know that meditation and focusing actually helps us to see things that we do not see normally in our “SO CALLED” awake state.
2 days back while I was meditating a strange thing happened. At first I heard what it felt like a drizzling rain and then the sound turned into a more heavy rain ( the noise of water drops falling upon the smaller metal shade in my balcony). Having my mind distracting upon the rain, twice I felt the urge to get up and enjoy the rain but I did not want to break my Alpha Mode.
So I continued my meditation in Alpha Mode.
Then I felt the presence of someone in my room and I knew it was my Mom. She must have come to my room to see if I had slept. I could feel her lowering her head and looking towards me.
Aaah I will now have to break my meditation because I was lying flat on my bed, hands on my side which I rarely do. I have a habbit of holding my second pillow tight and curling myself. The picture of me lying flat would be horrific to my mom. LOL.
I open my eyes,
I see the ceiling of course.
I move my head to my right side where I could feel mom standing.
To my utter shock, I actually felt like a BLACK SILHOUETTE shade that was bending over and looking at me.
Soon as I looked to its side, It faded.
My heart pounded so badly that for the next few moments, I actually checked around my bed to see if someone was there. LOL.
Then I continued my visualization with open eyes for that night. LOOOL.
That was really fun 🙂
Btw did I forget to mention that there was no rain? It was absolutely dry.