Reading books over books and filling my brain with new stuff to process. Remembering to remember the reality checks and practicing it all day. Looking at my area around with new awareness.
The things that I used to see before with ignorance, I now look at them with full awareness, like the smell of my moisturizing cream, the feel of the water on my skin, the mountain sight from my balcony, the sound of the cars going by and the taste of the mustard sauce.
errrr mustard sauce?
Well, I read that Mustard sauce helps facilitate the Lucid Dreams and to my luck I had that Failed Lucid Dream exactly the night I had Mustard sauce. So now I make sure to have it before I sleep. (Don’t worry I love mustard sauce although I have found to be allergic to it. haha)
Okay then there are more google searches and more articles to read and I realize oh it’s already 4AM. I better go off to sleep (Lucid Dream).
So I go to my bed and keep my mind awake while trying to put myself to sleep. Keep telling my mind about Lucid Dreaming and keep telling it to stay awake and keep telling it to WORK because there is no sleep for you HAHA.
That’s basically the entire weeks routine and I realize my brain has been working and processing all the extra burden since past week 24/7. One of the reason when I get up in the mornings, I have a heavy head which feels like I have been doing some mental work all the time instead of sleeping.
But the curiosity in me doesn’t make me stop. I guess we all are like that. Once we resolve to doing something, then its a Do Or Die situation. I am loving every bit of this new world I am exploring.
It has given me a new perspective to the real life. How everything around me is focused on ME. Everything that happens around me is a part of me and how I am a part of everything around me.
My mind is probably erupting smoke now (You can see smoke coming out from my ears? haha) but this new fascination is an energy in itself.
I may seem crazy but to wake up every morning with a new piece of puzzle right next to your pillow and then spending your entire day trying to fit that piece of puzzle is such a pleasure and adventure.
It makes being crazy worth it 🙂