After 5 days of no show my morale was slowly questioning me if I was just wasting my time on books and whether I would really be able to Lucid Dream.
But my determination was intact and so is my practice that I keep doing all day (sometimes it drives me crazy too… (sshhhh don’t tell my brain about this…apparently everything I say or do, it keeps a track of it 😦 lol )
So I put myself to sleep with the techniques I read in books and here is the dream :
The dream is just forming. The visions are blur and still developing. I read about this in book so I guess may be I have put myself in a Lucid Dream. Anyway, Moving on, so I see that the visions are still developing and I realize “OH I MUST BE DREAMING,” soon as I realize this, I get excited and all the visions go out and it turns completely dark.
I am still in the dream although I cannot see anything, Not even myself. So I remember that I read in the book that we have to Rub our hands to stabilize the dream. I rub my hands but the vision does not restore. Then I start wondering if I should rub my hands with my actual hands on the body ( creeeeepy) and I also feel the urge of myself thinking hard to rub my actual hands.
Then I remember that it was also written that we should spin around but then I think that spinning around would be so much of work (omg lol this is so dumb of me….Its the blog I wrote last night… When I was too lazy to do anything…) so I start rolling my eyes instead, trying if that would work.
Then my dream collapses and I wake up.