Invisible Walls Of A Prison


So we all feel at some stage of time like we are held in a prision… but such a prison which is Invisible…. No one sees the walls… The walls that hold us in…. But only we know, for there is no way outside…..

Trapped inside the invisible walls that lock us in for ever and ever… No way out…

And the worst part is… You hear people outside calling you… As if it were so easy to get out…. Or as if it were so easy to get out…. For once c’mon people come inside this invisible prison and then tell me if its that simple….

Once inside, it starts choking you at one moment of life…. a time when breathing becomes hoarse and difficult… WHere u get tired of ur usual voice…. You want to SCREAMMMMM YOUR LUNGS OUT……

Where keeping yourself alive is a CRIME….. And ending it seems much easier…. And guess what, atempting to end this life becomes a fascinating and very enjoyable task….because there is just one means to live….which is TO BREATH…. but there are so many new and different ways to diffuse this system… so alluring and tempting….. each giving different pain and different level of pain… how different each pain will feel……

But it all stops at one moment…. When u differentiate the right from wrong…. and this becomes more difficult to live with….

Its just like having a Dark Chocolate Bar filled with Dark chocolate caramel And Coated with Dark chocolate flakes right in your hands but But BUT your mouth is sealed shut or stitched with a thread and needle……

ITS RIGHT THERE BUT YOU CANNOT HAVE IT……

and so difficult while you wait and watch other hav it realizing the fact that YOU CANT……….

ITS SO WRONG……..

And then a stage comes where you start turning insane…..You literally start pulling the hair off your head…. because when u cannot take it anymore, it goes out of control… it feels wrong …. and to end this wrong, doing wrong seems the right thing to do…..

JJust like a pot….. you keep filling it….. but only till its capacity….. and after that its starts overflowing…… and if u dont let that overflow, the pot will just burst out due to pressure……

But its so strange that after all that one goes through, they turn STRONG to bear everything….. not strong because they r strong… but its because you get so fucking tired of facing it that in the end all u say is ” LET WATEVER WANTS TO HAPPEN……I DONE CARE….. I CANT WAIT IN FEAR FOR WHAT HAS TO HAPPEN….. so whatever it is CAN COME AND GET ME” ……

And then this little invisible walls of prision, dont make any difference…. the space between these walls grow bigger and bigger as you keep ignoring and caring less for the things…….

Its beautiful how life works…. And Wonderful how much it teaches us…. And strange how it can turn our personality inside out…. And yet still tempting and alluring to wait for more…. To learn More

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