Another Blah Blah Blah


i dont know why i am here??? but there is some connection… whenever i am alone or i hav alot on my mind, i end up writing… may be because i can talk to myself more thru words…

it is the reason that neither do i know what topic name this blog should be or what content i am going to write about…. i am just here to write…

lately i feel tired… noh not physically tired… its my mind… i feel as tho some1 has put a mountain over my head… as tho some1 has stuffed millions of stones inside my head… so heavy and so full… like its going to explode anytime now…

All this load is driving me crazy… I cant even think straight and i cant do anything… em dropping jars thats in my hand…. i am cutting my hands while em cutting salad… burning my hand while ironing and probably closing the door of the car when i am not even completely inside the car…

I guess its just a malfunctioning… Its pretty common… When u keep using and stuffing any electric device for a long time, it heats up and starts malfunctioning , isnt it???

Its so strange that it happens to everyone at some stage of thier life… all of us feel the same and suffer the same malfunctioning atleast once… a time when NOTHING feels right and EVERYTHING goes wrong… a time when ur mind is full of so much happening all in one go..

we all go thru a time when u stay awake at nyt thinking hard… thinking about everything… thinking and thinking and thinking… more burden, more wieght and more malfunctions…

They say this is life…

I wonder why and i wonder how and i wonder why the hell…

But i do know that no matter how heavy your mind becomes, no one explodes… no one gets killed… but this is all said and thot in future….a time when everything is resolved and okay and may be good or better…

The fact remains that at present, a time when u are suffering from everything, it does hurt and it does pain the hell out of u… it makes u want to scream and makes u want to cry your eyes sore… It hurts… It feels like a constant stabbing over ur heart…. as if a little boy was given a knife and was asked to keep stabbing ur heart until he got tired… which he never got tired of…

Khair, in the end, as i said, no one explodes and no one gets killed… Its just the reflection of pain that remains in ur heart or memory…. To walk with, each day, the rest of ur life…

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  1. ayesha saad

    this bla bla is not just bla bla dear i think this stage comes in everyones’s liife someday ,somewhere ,somehow 🙂

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